There are things in life that are more important than autopoiesis and pedagogy (sorry, the last article I read was all about that.)
One of those things is simply having someone to talk to. A good friend, maybe a couple of them.
I have been lucky enough in life to have more than one of them, in fact, I have quite a few and each of them offers both amazing advice and insight into my life, and also the kind of support that most people can only imagine.
So a little bit ago I posted about being rejected by the lab rat people, turns out they changed their minds. So tomorrow I am going to the clinic for my first round of tests to see if I really do qualify to take the drug they are testing. It's actually already FDA approved to help people quit smoking and they are now testing it to see if it has any effect on drinking. This should be fun.
I have so much reading to do, and a paper to write, but I can't focus on a damn thing because I just really need a job. So I spend all my time applying to jobs instead of doing my work.
I can't even sleep at night. My brain won't stop. Something has got to give.
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Yay for the study! Hope the experience is beneficial, at least interesting, and I hope the time goes by quickly so that you can be rewarded at the end =).
I signed up on Monster the other day and applied for a job... we'll see what happens. Its so depressing (hence my days up in the room where I can't seem to wake up!)
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