3-4 Hours per night

Dear people of the internet, Every night I say to myself, and often I say it to whomever I am chatting/talking/hanging out with... "I ABSOLUTELY HAVE to get to bed before 2am." This is usually around 10 or 11pm. Then I isolate, get in my head, and start writing something, or reading something, or doing something completely useless on the internets. Then, before I know it, it's almost 2am again. 3-4 hours of sleep per night. That's what I usually function on. Usually I take extra long naps on the weekends to make up for it, but lately I haven't been able to do that because of the THINGS and STUFF that I've been doing. 3-4 hours of sleep. It's not much. Not enough, that's for sure. And so, here we are, and it is exactly 1:25am as I write this. I will get maybe 3-4 hours of sleep tonight. The thing is... it's sort of ok. Because I'm happy. I really am. It's strange. Happiness. It's a bizarre concept. I'm learning to work with it. To welcome it. To appreciate it for what it is. No judgement.